haiz..no inspiration to update my blog...........
so just summarise..apple tree is well and bearing fruits...................keke....

very tired......after what happened to puff...i was never as happy as before....god knows when will i be able to let go of it completely and get over it..

always feel vexed up....kat says whenever she sees me..i always seem to b deep in thoughts.......haizzz...probably so..maybe that explains why am i always so tired....i slept so much more on weekends compared to before...

need to get away......n yeapz..this weekend getting away..escaping from singapore....keke.....

Note of THanks....


hasnt been updating my blog..
something disastrous happened over the weekend. I had the worst weekend i ever had...from anticipation to worries to hope...to grieve..sadness...anguish...then to anger and fear.

Saturday was supposed to be a fun and enjoyable day. usual day out with dogs. but this 23rd April is a day i'll never forget...

Guess I've been more quiet and less cheerful these few days..thanks so much to those who are really concern...really appreciate that.
At this point in time..i guess what we need most is the understanding which most of you provide us with....thanks so much for further reassurance..

thanks for those who offered me tissues..and lend me the shoulders...

Nobdy wants this to happen..and it is no point trying to push responsibilities or to point the finger at anyone. Just hope that the finger pointing will stopped.

I think he is much happier now....ended his sufferings on earth..
when things are destined to happen, it'll happen.

when i see your paws..it reminded me of how i got you to "paw"..everyone tried so hard to train you..but they failed..i succeeded....
but why was it that when i saw you on sat, you did not paw? u seem to forget to paw..and my other darling...you forgot the "speak" command...
much as i want to care for you and continue training you, it's beyond my means..

when i saw u again for the last time on sat night, the pain u r in..i rather you just go....

at least..u r no longer gasping for air now..u no longer need to.......

just rembr, there're tons of others who love and truly care for you too...

Beauty Pageant in KL...


eh..this is the Beauty Pageant in KL i talking about.
The one i attended and i crowned one of the winners...keke..

okok...sorry just show u guyz the photo.lazy to update cos already over le....
doubt u guyz will be interested to find out also.....*wink*

Trees for me?


I lost the passion to plant a tree, lost the confidence of the ability to make it grow and blossom..

Recently, someone gave me an apple tree to nurture...It excites me..

but..i did nothing to it, I watched it grow as day goes by..maybe watering it once in a while and watched out for worms, but still, i did not make the full effort. I expected nature to take its course..

Someone spoke to me, she says if i like that tree and want it to blossom and bear fruits, I'll need to make an effort. I wonder if I have the ability to nurture the tree to blossom. But the effort not only lies in me, it depends on other external factors as well and the tree itself if it is making an effort to grow and bear fruits.

Somehow,not sure if it is just me or what, i feel that the tree has stopped growing.

I wonder was it because I did not put in enough effort? Or the tree decided to die on me?

Should i continue watering and nurturing this tree? Will it bear fruits and make me happy? Will I ever know the truth? Should I even try?
What if the tree dies on me?

I want to make this tree happy and bear alot of fruits, but how do I know if I am giving it enough?
There seems to be little flowers on the tree, and it seems fruits will bear but now the flowers have become smaller and looks like they will wither....it makes me wonder if I have done something wrong...how do I tell it that I am always caring and thinking of it?

Latest piece of work
My latest piece of work...heehee....
this one i complete in less than an hour ok? practice makes perfect..hahaha...

Updates finally.....
I may or may not be posting to Shanghai le..keke..Good news hor?*hiak* *hiak*

niwae..quite alot of things happened during this short period of time. ..aw..i need time to digest...really!

and ya noe..I actually have a list of CONDEMNED guys with me....haha...having actually met one of the worst..i thought things should be getting better from there bah...

but boy am i wrong...I don't understand why is it that girls nowadays always have to share a guy with someone else..*yewks*
no wonder they were saying..man are just like parking lots..the good ones are taken and the one left behind are handicaps..i think if not taken, they're reserved ~!!!!
so if u want a good lot, go ahead and snatch for it....haha...else die die also must squeeze in with ppl meh?

knowing me..i won't fight for it..I'm just tired............so tired of so many things...i don't need to fight for it...if it's yours..it'll be meant to be..
I won't put myself at any risk of getting hurt..i can't afford to...i just don't have the energy to fight back...

the older i gets..the weaker i am...i'm no longer able to stand up on my own..and defend myself.........or rather..i can't be bothered to....

it doesn't matter i don't have a guy by my side whom i can rely on....though it'll definitely be great if u have a firm shoulder which u know you can lean on..sometimes i yearn for that...

but..i can always lean on shoulders that belonged to Marge...kaka.......i stick to her like a leech...and she protects me from all harm ya noe...
now got more crap and nonsense coming out from Oliver & Cris le...haha..4 of us together = Super noisy irritants...full of laughters...jokes...crappiness and all...keke..boy was it fun..
we cliqued really well...whenever we're out..it's always bunch of fun n laughter..till the time passes as fast as milliseconds..

MEN`!!! PLs READ!!!!
MEN!!!! Pls read..............



FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"

GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.


To the men: to warn them about future arguments they can
avoid if they remember the terminology!

To the women: to give them a good laugh!

Oh, and before we forget.
"Whatever" ...it's a woman's way of saying *!#@ YOU!

hahaha

More of my Work
hasn't been updating my blog..pretty busy with work..
finally..my completed work...ay..not so good lah..but post let you guyz see ok? i alrd try my best and considered i just got to learn how to use paintshop Pro only..but still, practice makes perfect mah..so need more time..

this is the product write up I've done for 2 new skincare series....
anyway..this is also not really my job responsiblity..haha..so i just try try only...for my own interest..

how how? this photo nice boh? one of the product of our new range..it's called Bio Performance...thanks to marge for sending me the Paint Shop Pro program and going through, teaching me how to use it...keke..
so i can enhance the photo to be used in my product brochure...

here's anor one



i'll practise more to perfect my skills..haha...have been wanting to learn all these graphics stuff for some time and i certainly need it in my job too...

Men with FaCial Hair..keke
ooh...i realise hor..acutally men with facial hair looks pretty sexy...muahah..okok..NOT ALL MEN loh..only apply to some....

hiakz hiakz..i got a soft spot for men who have goatee that suits them..I reapeat..the key word here is SUITS them...

show u the good examples of what is called SUITS them..and how cool they look okkkk???

My Number 1 CHoice...muahha...


the Answer is obvious hor? of cos It's Sammy lah....muahah..niwae..there's few chinese men as hairy as him also..Plus Point...he has got a sexy chest with chest hair...keke....(PsssT...realise that there's actually someone standing nxt to sammy in this photo but i cut it off? yeah..that person is me lah...haha..)

Next comes.....


keke..of cos is KK la....so sexy wor....hmm.....

To prove my point that NOT ALL MEN looks good with facial hair, I've tried the following...


I tried to give Ah Paul kk's cute little moustach..and he ended up looking like this...muahaha...

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Still not completely convinced, I tried to do the same to Ah Wing..and he ended up like that too.....keke

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then i was wondering if Paul will look good with Sammy's goatee...so i tried...But..BUT..ok i admit..it is my photoshop skills and i sucks at it..
use a bit of imagination..ah paul looks pretty ok with a goatee...but of cos, Sammy still looks the best la....kaka...


So now convinced already?? not every men can carry the moustach or goatee off well hor..muz have Style then can de.....